when will all the tears end?
i lost a lover, my heart, and now a friend.
i always knew this path i should not have trod,
and now the consequences upon myself i have brought.

sometimes i wish i could just break down and cry. somehow i'm stronger than that, but i wish i weren't. maybe even just for one second, that i could.

each heartbreak leads me to the destiny that is mine, each surrenders me to a fate which they believe i should attain, but what if that's not what i want. i don't ask for riches, attention, what i would just really like is someone who will be there for me to share this life.

i never said i was perfect, i've always claimed that i'm full of flaws.

u have no idea how hard it is for me not talk to u.