Hiya blog! What a month it's been!! My birthday's come and gone just like that, and now I'm 19, which feels a lot like 18 really, my teeth are still intact and my mind is still functional (some may argue otherwise). Uni's just been one huge day, I've had to do 2 assignments and sit for one 30% test within these two weeks of uni and it's only gonna get harder!!

BTW, I should be doing my management essay right now which is due on Monday, but I'm not, hehe I haven't even started, wooo boy, how am I going to come up with a perfectly structured 2000 word essay with referencing in one day? Oooh boy, but not to worry, Charles Ling Jun Shien has gotten himself out of more serious problems than this! Like....... hmmm... can't remember.... Oh well, I'm screwed!! T_T Well I'll try and update you after the essay has been handed in.

My life is really out of whack at the moment, well it has been for the whole year and it's a little too complicated to reveal to you just right now when I've got so much work to do. So sorry blog I hope our bond of trust hasn't been too severely mutilated. But it's good to say I'm starting to feel like myself again, starting to be able to stand up against my own two feet (or four if you're one of my sheep readers).

You know how society says we should always be able to be independent? I wonder if that's true, is it just a precaution to stop you from getting hurt? From depending on someone, because we all know that no one else except us is dependable. But what about if you fall in love and I mean TRULY in love? And i know it takes a lot of trust and faith in the other person, but let's just say hypothetically that you both love each other, is it wrong to start to become dependent on each other? Does society frown upon couples whose two hearts have actually become one? Are those people jealous? I'm aware that if one pulls out, then you're screwed as am I, but I don't think I'll ever give up believing in true love. But I do need to remind myself, when I do fall in love, not to believe in the ideology of true love, but to believe in the person that I love. That i think is a pearl of wisdom. Wow, now if only i could write something like that for my essay. Anyways, gotta scoot, read up on another chapter and start writing it tomorrow, wish me luck!

Blog Ya Later!!!