Uni's started again, gah~! Waking up at 8.30am to get to a 10 am class is more than I can handle. Ended up slipping in and out of conscienciousness in a couple of classes eep! I can't afford to have too many repeats of that! And i sit right in front as well! I know i'm gonna offend the lecturer one day (i probly have already lol) but I can always say I'm really really really really REALLY shortsighted and thus my eyes need to be within a ridiculously close proximity to the book for me to be able to read it. Nah, it doesn't work, tried it before.

Other ways of sneaking a sleep in class when sitting in front row:

Wear sunglasses and say your eyes are sensitive to light. (I call it photophobia!)
Draw some (or better yet, tattoo them) fake eyes on ur eyelids so when u shut them, others aren't sure if u have or not. Except don't blink too much or u may attract worshippers of 4 eyed deities!
There's always the surefire method of saying you listen better when you're eyes are closed and the snoring only increases your concentration.

Get a friend to cover you from sight, however normally the friend has to be pretty big to fully camoflage you from sight, this works best with a petite asian girl and huge hungarian wrestler combo, and it's not the hungarian that sleeps!

I will attempt to give you a detailed analysis of which method is the most useful. :P

Hmm.. Since yesterday I've been hit by a sudden splurge of loneliness again. The highest on my list of potentials probably doesn't like me and this is probably the cause. But I reckon it's possible to be lonely and NOT desperate at the same time. It's more like I acknowledge I'm lonely, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna do anything about it.

Here's my conundrum (i likey that word!)! I don't go out with girls that I hardly know. I need to get to know them first, be physically attracted, get along with them, know that they're good-hearted and haven't got eggs for brains. But that probably means i won't be getting a girlfriend anytime soon bcoz I'm not really close with any girls I'm really interested in, sigh. Am I aiming too high? Here's where religion and reality kinda separate, you could think that God has someone special planned for me and it will happen, or I could be realistic and ask "am I ever gonna find someone coz as far as things go, it seems pretty bleak, I'll probly be a 60 year old bachelor without love, argh PANIC PANIC!" That's a conflict going on in my head, but I think I just need to have more faith in God, in love and in myself i guess!

But whoever that girl's gonna be, I LOVE YOU already and can't wait till u're here!

Anyways, got tons of essays and assignments to get started on (didn't work on ANY during the hols, was too busy!).

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