She has moved on now, I know she has and I don't blame her. No one could've put up with all the foolish stunts that I tried to pull. Believe me, I only pulled them because I didn't know how to act, I never felt the feelings I felt before. I really didn't want to lose her and I tried everything to prevent that, but I have. I wasn't being myself, I apologise for that. But it's too late now to right the wrongs I did.

Despite everything, I fell in love with your heart, and I know deep down that that heart still remains. Just that you're heart doesn't belong to me anymore. So good luck in your life, your dreams, your passions, I hope we always remain friends. You will make one man incredibly happy one day. =) Thank you for briefly sharing your heart with me.


"The Contract"

the solution to your problem is simple.
it is a contract between your heart and mine.

you promise to:
1) to always be yourself.
2) give me a real chance to win your heart.
2) that if i succeed, that you'll never think of anyone else anymore.
3) if you never think of anyone else anymore, that you will try to entertain me everyday and make me happy.
4) to accept whatever i to give you, just be happy and don't feel guilty.

i promise to
1) always love you like no one else will ever love you.
2) to be different from all the other guys chasing you.
3) to love you for who you really are and not just for what you look like.
4) when i see you need a hug or someone to hold your hand. u won't need to ask me to hug you, i'll come and give it to you without you asking.
5) maybe one day, give you children that you will adore and love.
6) support you in your dreams, whatever they are.
7) if you are hungry, i will feed you.
8) when you are cold, i will keep you warm.
9) to ask how your day is everyday.
10) when you have a problem, to solve your problems.
11) when you need a man, i'll be a man
12) when you need a friend, i'll be a friend
13) to always listen to you
14) to always try to understand you.
15) when you ask me to leave you, or to forget, to never leave you or forget you.

so our mutual obligations are:
1) you'll love me. and i'll love you. always.

the contract is as simple as that."

No matter how hard I try to move, my heart still can't forget yours right now.