Well I'm glad Ben won, the better man won! I'm not saying anything against Michael, but Ben was just better suited to sing that song. BTW for all my readers from overseas, I'm talking about NZ Idol and not my boyfriends.. eek... (Takes a big puff of oral anti-gay spray). Aah that's better, no I am totally heterosexual yet not homophobic, just want to clear that up for you guys. And the single that the winner of NZ Idol will be singing is called "Can't Take That Away" I think. I might I might pull out the 5 dollars for the single just to show my support. And I found out in uni today that one of my ex-school mates actually knows Ben quite well!! I'll hopefully get the CD signed and maybe sell it off for 100 dollars? Hehehe, my evil asian mind conjuring ways of making money again. About that, I have an idea that I'm sure would make a couple of million dollars, it's just that I don't have the capital to invest in it, so if you've got a couple hundred to spare or want to buy my idea off me for about a million, pls contact me! ^_^ I'm so sure it'll make tons of money, just needs some research and setting up production facilities.

Anyways, what'd I do today? Nothing much, just had an average day at uni and went to a mates to grab some CDs of anime, games and comics from him, aaahhh my whole entertainment for a month or two has been dealt with. I'm still recovering from my last minute essay and gearing up to start my sociology essay (1800 words!!) before I have to pull more nights like that. I shall be good and do my work in time now.... maybe...

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Well, here I am sitting by my computer at 4.15 AM in the morning!! I survived... barely... I guess that's what you get for doing a 2000 word essay plus research plus referencing in a day huh? Mind's a bit slow and fingers a bit jittery but other than that I'm fine, what remains to be seen is if I can wake up tomorrow to go to class! That shall be interesting indeed!

So uh... Yea, what have I been doing? Learning to cook! That's a task and a half, well, half of the task is learning how not to burn yourself or the kitchen. But somehow I managed that too, and had a reasonably nice dinner, it's amazing how satisfied you can be with a nice dinner after a week of instant noodles and takeaways.

NZ Idol's winner is going to be announced tomorrow and I'm hoping that NZ will do the right thing and vote for the BEST SINGER(Ben), not the cutest guy(Mike)!! He's not even that cute... Anyway, I'm here thinking I could sing as well as them if I had as much training as they've had for the last 5 months! So if you're reading this mr. talent scout, gimme a ring! uhh.. yea, i doubt anyone's gonna call unless it's a telecommunications survey! But yea, I always go back to M'sia during Nov-Feb and that's when NZ Idol auditions are, and when I'm in NZ, i hear the news that there's going to be a M'sian Idol soon, and i'm going to miss that as well! Ohhh woe is me.

Anyways, i'm off to bed, sure i'll sleep soundly, thank goodness for 12PM starts on monday!!

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Hiya blog! What a month it's been!! My birthday's come and gone just like that, and now I'm 19, which feels a lot like 18 really, my teeth are still intact and my mind is still functional (some may argue otherwise). Uni's just been one huge day, I've had to do 2 assignments and sit for one 30% test within these two weeks of uni and it's only gonna get harder!!

BTW, I should be doing my management essay right now which is due on Monday, but I'm not, hehe I haven't even started, wooo boy, how am I going to come up with a perfectly structured 2000 word essay with referencing in one day? Oooh boy, but not to worry, Charles Ling Jun Shien has gotten himself out of more serious problems than this! Like....... hmmm... can't remember.... Oh well, I'm screwed!! T_T Well I'll try and update you after the essay has been handed in.

My life is really out of whack at the moment, well it has been for the whole year and it's a little too complicated to reveal to you just right now when I've got so much work to do. So sorry blog I hope our bond of trust hasn't been too severely mutilated. But it's good to say I'm starting to feel like myself again, starting to be able to stand up against my own two feet (or four if you're one of my sheep readers).

You know how society says we should always be able to be independent? I wonder if that's true, is it just a precaution to stop you from getting hurt? From depending on someone, because we all know that no one else except us is dependable. But what about if you fall in love and I mean TRULY in love? And i know it takes a lot of trust and faith in the other person, but let's just say hypothetically that you both love each other, is it wrong to start to become dependent on each other? Does society frown upon couples whose two hearts have actually become one? Are those people jealous? I'm aware that if one pulls out, then you're screwed as am I, but I don't think I'll ever give up believing in true love. But I do need to remind myself, when I do fall in love, not to believe in the ideology of true love, but to believe in the person that I love. That i think is a pearl of wisdom. Wow, now if only i could write something like that for my essay. Anyways, gotta scoot, read up on another chapter and start writing it tomorrow, wish me luck!

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