Geeee... today was a mess!!
Hmm.. couldn't catch a wink last night, don't know why? Ever had one of those nights where u couldn't sleep even if there was a 500kg montrousity of a women pinning you down wif her excessively large posterior? Hm, maybe not.
But the problem with these nights is that once you have one, you'll start worrying about going to bed every night! "Am I gonna be able to sleep tonight?" stuff like that jus keeps on popping in and it might be those thoughts that actually prevent u from sleeping! If you girls understand maybe you'll understand why some of us men get psychological penile dysfunction syndrome, this I assure you is theoretical only and not through own experience!
Anyways, been emailing this girl whom i've never met before, she met me on the NZDating.com site (I'm still not sure wat I'm doing there) and she seems cool, she doesn't drink smoke do drugs, is Christian, seems perky (all very admirable traits for me~) and.. SHE WANTS TO MEET. YIKES, haha anyway, We've tried meeting yesterday and today but due to time constraits I haven't met her yet, she probly thinks I'm some 60 year old pervert who's just stringing her along... Which I'm not, it's just that I figured out I'm hugely afraid of REJECTION, i guess that's something I've got to get over. Have you ever had a situation where everything's so perfect, and something comes along and you're afraid it might ruin everything? I guess that's what I'm feeling. Anyways, she says she just wants to be friends so I'm not even sure what I'm afraid of. Hmmm.
Yikes, ever had a secret you wanted to keep so much that if ur good friend found out u'd be mad at him? I think I'm in that situation. More on this later when the smoke has cleared!! Stay tuned!! (Who says stuff like this only happens on TV Shows?! I'd like to shoot him and then shoot him again! heh)
I'm currently way too busy doing 2nd year Uni as well!! WOW, IS YEAR 2 EVER HARD? They were right when they said Year 1 was cruisy.
HOoooo boy, this is gonna be a long year~

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